A fault .......... poetry

It is a why question

Comes and goes in my mind

Trying to find the right direction

It is a horrible feeling consumes my soul

I hate what I should love

That makes me go crazy

That makes me act tough

Not my fault I say out loud

I do my best till you screw up again

So you fail every time in healing our pain

I say out loud it is not my fault

Yet I remain the ugly monster in the eyes of a crowed

It is done … it is over … you are not going to change

A frustrating fact … a hideous truth

Forced to live with it ... as worse as it gets