It comes a time when you think you are going to find happiness, then you realize YOU ARE NOT THERE YET!!!!
So what is happiness? what is that feeling that became so rare to be achieved?. I used for quite sometime to think that i will achieve happiness may be by getting a new job or going out with my friends or just by doing something new then i ask myself that ARE YOU HAPPY NOW??
Well , no no no big fat no , i am not happy , may be i smile a lot but what's inside my heart, mind and soul is sadness, worrying , thinking a lot about everything important and trivial SO from where i am standing that's anything but happiness.
Where is my peace of mind, the satisfaction with whatever outcome Allah gives me? you know ... from a while ago i quit my job because i was not happy anymore among other stuff and since that time i stayed home so i became obsessed with the idea of finding a job just to have something to do and stop people from interfering in my business - as if that will stop them -
Anyway i got accepted in some teaching positions but that was no longer my passion, i have passion for something else now and i really want to follow that. So the situation was start working in something won't add up to me OR chase rainbows ... follow my dream.
Here in that situation i knew what happiness is by being completely satisfied with my decision which was taken after lots of prayers to Allah.
I wanna be happy , have no regrets , i wanna feel it from inside my heart , mind and soul.I want me to be happy and satisfied with whatever outcome Allah gives me.
After that being said i realized that happiness has lots of definitions depending on man's interpretation to it. SO my friend seek happiness and enjoy it while you can. You know life is short .. don't waste it in stuff that will make it shorter. SEIZE all opportunities that will make you happy from inside and outside even for a short amount of time .. YOU WON'T KNOW IF YOU WILL EVER HAVE THAT AGAIN OR NOT.
So what is happiness? what is that feeling that became so rare to be achieved?. I used for quite sometime to think that i will achieve happiness may be by getting a new job or going out with my friends or just by doing something new then i ask myself that ARE YOU HAPPY NOW??
Well , no no no big fat no , i am not happy , may be i smile a lot but what's inside my heart, mind and soul is sadness, worrying , thinking a lot about everything important and trivial SO from where i am standing that's anything but happiness.
Where is my peace of mind, the satisfaction with whatever outcome Allah gives me? you know ... from a while ago i quit my job because i was not happy anymore among other stuff and since that time i stayed home so i became obsessed with the idea of finding a job just to have something to do and stop people from interfering in my business - as if that will stop them -
Anyway i got accepted in some teaching positions but that was no longer my passion, i have passion for something else now and i really want to follow that. So the situation was start working in something won't add up to me OR chase rainbows ... follow my dream.
Here in that situation i knew what happiness is by being completely satisfied with my decision which was taken after lots of prayers to Allah.
I wanna be happy , have no regrets , i wanna feel it from inside my heart , mind and soul.I want me to be happy and satisfied with whatever outcome Allah gives me.
After that being said i realized that happiness has lots of definitions depending on man's interpretation to it. SO my friend seek happiness and enjoy it while you can. You know life is short .. don't waste it in stuff that will make it shorter. SEIZE all opportunities that will make you happy from inside and outside even for a short amount of time .. YOU WON'T KNOW IF YOU WILL EVER HAVE THAT AGAIN OR NOT.
