contradiction

hello to anything new in my life, i wanna learn how to welcome what's new and embrace it. yet i face a huge massive problem ... what my heart tells me & what my mind wants me to do. i try all the time to shorten the distance between both but it gives me hard time till i achieve my goal.
like when i am about to have a new job and leave my old one i find a really strange conversation goes on and on until i get to safety. my mind says way to go girl seize any opportunity that may give you great experience .. meet new people .. enrich your vision in life THEN i find my cute lovely emotion heart says : are you out of your mind? you are going to leave your old job!!!! that you take to and love .. you will leave the people that already knows you just fine .. focus .focus
WHAT a BIG contradiction!!!!
so imagine my bewilderment and confusion, i try my best to put both on the same route in order not to get lost . i need my mind to keep me grounded and sane also i need my heart to feed me with feelings and emotions that i need. so mainly i keep on thinking and asking for help specially from ALLAH because that's my only way to reach safety and do what is right.