well, i have to fight that horrible feeling FEAR, it is killing me , it makes me stop doing what i want to do , so whenever i have something new in my life i get cold feet about it .. i hesitate and that really sucks.
it comes naturally from inside my stomach " butterflies" , i also start to breath heavily like my heart will stop in any minute and it keeps on going until i may stop thinking about that new i dea i had in my mind just to feel relieved.
wrong ... big mistake how am i supposed to learn anything when i let fear control my decisions?
i know i am stronger than that ... i CAN do better ... i know sometimes i have nothing to lose so why do i chicken out?... why .. why .. why .. why ?
SO as long as there is no answer to that question ... then i think i have no reason to
DON'T YOU AGREE?!!
it comes naturally from inside my stomach " butterflies" , i also start to breath heavily like my heart will stop in any minute and it keeps on going until i may stop thinking about that new i dea i had in my mind just to feel relieved.
wrong ... big mistake how am i supposed to learn anything when i let fear control my decisions?
i know i am stronger than that ... i CAN do better ... i know sometimes i have nothing to lose so why do i chicken out?... why .. why .. why .. why ?
SO as long as there is no answer to that question ... then i think i have no reason to
DON'T YOU AGREE?!!
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