Sad soul

Living with a sad soul is like having a very bad wound that hurts so much yet you can't heal it … you just have to live with it. In your own world you try to survive and over come all the misery you are seeing by drawing a fake smile on your face. You live a life with no purpose but to die.
When people start to ask the common question - what is wrong? -  You say the expected answer " I am just tired … didn't sleep well yesterday … or you say I just want to be left alone" you say that and hope to skip a very long conversation if it started, it will never end because you are carrying too much already.
A broken heart, family issues or losing track and so many things can cause you the disease of a sad soul. And to be honest no cure has been found to it yet. So you decide to stay a lone away from people … away from the world and here I congratulate you on giving yourself faze one of depression .
If you let yourself be dragged to that place of darkness and anger, you will lose more than what you have already lost, you will send those who loves you away and finally you will became someone else … someone you don't recognize … someone you despise.
After that being said you need to think hard about your life. You need to find your own ray of hope. You must search for what makes you happy because a happy soul leads to positive healthy life and peace of mind. If by chance you didn't find it … create it … imagine it … just to stand up again and stop feeling that horrible pain.  Remind yourself when things go wrong in life, there will always be a ray of hope to follow and count on.