unwanted reality

When I woke up
I was speechless with tears in my eyes
I had a dream

I saw distance between you and me
I tried to get closer to you
Yet the distance continued to grow
Suddenly I realized something
You my love are walking far away from me
I called your name in pain
Yet all my tries were in vain
You broke my heart
I screamed... why... Why
I was ready for you to die
I guess everything we had was just a big lie
I fall a part
And everything around me went on dark
When I woke up
I was speechless with tears in my eyes
Because now I can see the reality of your lies