A life mission

What's stunning is so far away
I keep on searching
Hoping to reach it some day

It is my one and only race
Which I am more than glad to lonely face
Wishing for a wonderful end
As a peaceful beginning I can on depend
A beginning that will send my fears away
Calm my soul down and with me stay
So I won't be lonely again
So I could have what can heal me from any pain
It's a warm feeling
It's my safe place
It's what makes me happy
It's what puts a smile on my face
That's why I am in a secret mission for a better life
Hoping to reach it soon to happily survive