PAUSING

         i didn't think it will be that hard but it turned out to be more than just HARD. i decided to pause. i can't continue like that , i have lots of doubts about loads of stuff, i am over thinking about things. i even came to the point in which i lost my perspective about what's right and what's not. so i had to PAUSE.
          NOW i have to activate my plan B which i clearly don't know anything about!!!. i am a believer ... i believe everything happens for a reason ... i believe i will survive this as long as i have faith. so after that being said i still feel like crap although i know i did the right thing
          THE RIGHT THING!!!?? not so sure about that . i just did a thing .. i feel it is what i wanted to do long time ago so yes i will support my call and accept the outcome whatever it was.
         SO about my plan B one thing for sure it will be nothing like my plan A . don't laugh ...  it is a start , sometimes all you need to achieve a big success is a START. i will reorganize my priorities, i will explore my options , work on my weaknesses and i will make good use of my strengthens. i will try not to redo any mistakes and believe more in what i can do. i am an optimistic sunshine ...a force to be reckoned with ... a success. SO if pausing means moving on to what's better then i will happily PAUSE.